06 nov – project meetup for sm assignment – work allocation
07 nov – bloody annual d&d which is gonna take up one full day
09 nov – stocktake followed by dinner with clients
10 nov – stocktake
11 nov – rectification of stocktake discrepancies
12 nov – backup from hq to be attached to me for training
13 nov – sm assignment due
21 nov – sm exam
28 nov – mq exam
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with this kind of schedule, you guys can seriously forget about asking me out for the rest of nov.
a dear friend told me today, that love is shared.
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“love is a very mysterious thing. maybe there really isn’t 100% love. love is shared.
the thing is, we can tell people that we understand that even though a man is still thinking of the ex, he probably knows that he is far better with the current girlfriend. or he knows he will never be together with the ex again and the current girlfriend is the better girl for him.
but if it happens to us, we will never get over it because we are not the only girl in his heart.”
there won’t be any evidence, but you will always suspect that there is a soft spot for the past.
“maybe we all have to realize that everyone reserves a little place for the person who has touched your life in one way or another. fond memories doesn’t mean that he/she wants it back.
perhaps, ignorance is really bliss.”
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whatever happened to exclusivity?
- raining outside, pouring inside -
there was never a doubt that the love was true. but hidden in a little corner of his heart, lies a spot for someone else.
memories. they are imperative fragments which moulds a person into who he is today.
human brains are complex and intricate. they distort memories over time.
mediocre memories are beautified into some magnificent chapters of his life. and the agonizing ones are engraved onto the heart because the pain had once been so real, so deep.
is time really a wonder medicine which can cure all pain? if so, why are there still traces of the past despite the transient of time?
women. they all seek perfection.
being treated like a second fiddle can never be an option. when all stakes are put in, it was assumed that reciprocation is fundamental.
alas, fairytale ceased to exist since long, long ago.
but they are still searching. not for a perfect fairytale, but at least a true and pure heart that consists of only one.
no hidden and buried memories which are being tucked away.
because we deserve 100%. and nothing lesser than that.
how can there be faith when the trust which is being placed in his hands had been repeatedly trampled on? who can give her the courage to hope again?
after a couple of hard knocks, there comes a point whereby she should stop trying.
it ain’t easy, i know.
take a step back, and relish the air of freedom. no haste, no rush. you have all the time in the world to intoxicate yourself with the simplicity of life.
and by the time you are ready to face the world, you will be fully recharged and completely equipped to fight the battles.
cheer up, my girl. the world is your stage. and remember, you deserve 100%.
